Thursday, September 23, 2010

Work, work [play?] and more work.

I am interviewing for a second job tomorrow. Uhh...the agony. Two whole jobs?! When will I have time to do...anything?! I mean, I know I could definitely use the extra change in my purse...but really, two jobs?!

Now that I think about it I've had a really posh life. You know- never had to work two jobs, always had my parents to rely on if I reeaaallly needed something. I've had it easy.
However this morning I woke up with a resolve I have not felt in the past.
I declared publicly [to my brother Jon & my Mom], "I have goals!" To which my brother laughed, and mocked back, "Goals?!".

Yes. I have goals.

I've never really been the 5 year plan kind of person.
I hardly have a plan for my day.
I am seeing fit a time for having goals though, and I believe that time is now! It says there is a season for everything in the Bible, right? So, before was my season to be irresponsible, free spirited, and move where ever the wind may blow me...but, now is the season for direction. For clarity. For dedication to something! For...a slight risk of being bored. But, alas. I shall prevail. And, hopefully come out of this new season more refined, maybe even a little more "grown up". So, I went out and applied for another job today as a sign for all to see. The seriousness of the announcement I had made earlier this day needed to be noted!
And...I knew if I didn't do it today, I'd probably just change my mind by tomorrow! [haha!]

Without a vision, the people perish. Proverbs 29:18

Yes. It's time for vision.
I hope I make it through this!! ;)

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